Ugh this darkness that I am in is consuming me. I think about thigs I shouldn’t . I tryed talking but I feel like you heard nothing. If I felt it wasn’t important to say I would not have said it, it takes a lot to get me to say what I am feeling. I am screaming out that I need help and no one is listens. I don’t know how to make it any clearer.
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"I want to swim away but don’t know how Sometimes it feels just like I’m fallin in the ocean Let the waves up take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now come down"
A year ago today one of my good friends comitted suicide.leaving behind two beautiful children. I am still in the denile that this has even happened. it feels like yesterday that we were in math class talking and not doing home work, having great conversations on the bus about stupid pitty things that were going on in school and those every day hugs on my way by after lunch. I can’t belive it. How is it even possable. I wish that you would of came to me and told me about things that you felt were so terrable. I wish you were still here